I don't know why people tell you to plan your future
it's not like anything ever really goes our way anyway.
the only I know to be for sure about life
us that it's full of disappointment.
you hope and want so much of yourself and when things just...
crash and burn and don't go the way they're meant to
(which honestly is often)
you just feel like a failure.
sigh. just. sigh.
honestly I don't even know what's wrong with me
it's my birthday tomorrow but I'm really not looking forward to it.
it's just like any other Monday
which basically means tomorrow is gonna suck so bad.
more, because it'll be my birthday.
my stupid, fucking birthday.
14 scars for 14 years.
happy birthday to me.
TTFN
-Dina x
"Oh, bird of my soul, fly away now, For I possess a hundred fortified towers."
Sunday, 17 February 2013
exams and missing pieces.
ugh.
SO IT'S THAT TIME OF THE FUCKING YEAR.
week 7 of the schooling world aka exams season.
shit, it's not even an exam
it's what they call a 'Common Test'
whatever.
same shit different name.
it's also the time students stay up into disgusting hours of the night
to study and achieve good enough grades
to please...mostly other people
i seriously don't get it
why is everything here so centered around...
excelling in the academics field?
what are we ever going to do with all this stored up information
that in the end we merely forget
HOW IS ANY OF THIS GONNA CHANGE ANYTHING?
good god.
and my right arm hurts like so fucking bad okay.
and it hurts so much to move it so idk how i'm gonna write
especially for lit sighpies.
hah.
so missing pieces.
how much can you miss someone?
and how quickly can you get over someone
who means something to you?
getting over things, people
that shit isn't easy.
yeah, people say it all the time but when you're actually the one
going through it...
it's completely different
have you ever missed somebody so much?
i'm not even coherent anymore haha.
but i'm also currently watching Romeo & Juliet (the 1968 one)
and Merchant of Venice at pretty much the same time
all this Shakespeare is fucking with my head
but Shakespeare is the true definition of literature
so.
yeah.
this post was pretty pointless.
i just wanted to update my blog.
lolol
okay
TTFN
- Dina x
SO IT'S THAT TIME OF THE FUCKING YEAR.
week 7 of the schooling world aka exams season.
shit, it's not even an exam
it's what they call a 'Common Test'
whatever.
same shit different name.
it's also the time students stay up into disgusting hours of the night
to study and achieve good enough grades
to please...mostly other people
i seriously don't get it
why is everything here so centered around...
excelling in the academics field?
what are we ever going to do with all this stored up information
that in the end we merely forget
HOW IS ANY OF THIS GONNA CHANGE ANYTHING?
good god.
and my right arm hurts like so fucking bad okay.
and it hurts so much to move it so idk how i'm gonna write
especially for lit sighpies.
hah.
so missing pieces.
how much can you miss someone?
and how quickly can you get over someone
who means something to you?
getting over things, people
that shit isn't easy.
yeah, people say it all the time but when you're actually the one
going through it...
it's completely different
have you ever missed somebody so much?
i'm not even coherent anymore haha.
but i'm also currently watching Romeo & Juliet (the 1968 one)
and Merchant of Venice at pretty much the same time
all this Shakespeare is fucking with my head
but Shakespeare is the true definition of literature
so.
yeah.
this post was pretty pointless.
i just wanted to update my blog.
lolol
okay
TTFN
- Dina x
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