oh sweet, beckoning silence

when it gets dark
and you're all alone
when life gets tough
and you have no one to hold
when you can't sleep
what demons haunt you?
tell me about them;
the monsters
your wasteland
in the sweet silence
what begs you to stay?
come join me in this land

far far away

i wrote this in between studying idk my poetic side shines more especially when I do math idk why its just a thing lol.

happy friday the thirteenth ♡

TTFN

- Dina x

stop dreaming and start running

okay the post title was stolen from Hakim
couldn't help it haha
I really love his url

so anyway
this is a kinda deep
a little heavy going for me
well at least at like
what, 8AM?
so it's about managing stress

so end of years are coming right up
and for me that also means streaming year aka one of the things that determine your future
((haha just keeeeding that's just what I think))
and I'd be lying if I said the pressure isn't killing me yet
like there's so much to study
so much to know
so much information
so much to do
so many expectations to live up to
and honestly it scares me
because what if i don't get into the stream that i want?
what then?

the amount of questions
that fill my head
really really scares me
and if you've read something of my older   blog posts
((pls don't))
you'd know I have a thing for drowning myself in melancholia
so to keep myself away from all of that
I HAVE FOUND A NEW HOBBY

aka running

run till you can't run anymore. then keep running 

it's a quote I firmly believe in
HAHAHA BUT I WENT FOR A RUN YESTERDAY
and I was kinda upset with myself
because I coulda done a 10K
but I stopped at 8.8K
aishhh
BUT I DID MY FASTEST 1K AND 1 MILE ((1.609KM)) YESTERDAY
ACCOMPLISHMENT UNLOCKED
HAHAHA
but I'll keep going
because I have so much in store for myself
and its just generally a much better way to deal with the shit right?
HAHAHAH

oh the ramblings of a sunday morning ♡

TTFN

- Dina x