i TRULY am.
but it's impossible.
it's like jumping off a building
and being told not to fall
it's like crawling out of a scorching desert
then see someone holding a pitcher of water
but holding it out of your reach.
that's how painful it is, trying to stop.
you say it's stupid
that it's hurting myself
but why is it that it's okay for you to hurt me
but never okay for me to hurt myself
how does it fucking affect you anyway
sigh
i tried. seriously, i did.
i honestly don't know what the point of this post was.
like, i just need that time of the day
to let the melancholia seep out.
- Dina x
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