HAHAHA
yay
today was a day of extreme emotions -
at one point i was
so extremely
undeniably
h a p p y
next moment i was in tears
and so so so
heart-wrenchingly
undescribably upset
like the happiness was all a daze
ah well.
happy days
are a happy daze
i love and hate days like this
i hate being sucha fricken
emotional wreck
LIKE UM DINA UR 14 GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF GOOD GOD
i should be able to control my emotions
but i can't
because more often than not,
i find myself keeping so many things inside
because, y'know, there's so much i want to say
so much i want to share
so much i want to let out
but i simply can't
because there'll never be the right words to say
nothing quite makes it sound like what's going on inside my head
and then the noise in my head
just gets l o u d e r
and i'm screaming
but no one really hears me
GAAAAAHHHH
why am i trying so hard to appear so perfect anyway?
ugh ugh ugh
my train of thought confuses even me
HAHAHAH
is this normal?
i can relate so much to the above picture
so i'm sorry if i push you away
especially if you're khalisah
or danial
i'm just human and i'm trying.
and i'll keep trying
and do remember
"i love you and i am so glad you are here".
here's to a great week ahead
- Dina x
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