dina, [22.08.15 20:38]
i've been thinking about death a lot and maybe this anxiety is my own fault but everything that's been happening have involved death or the perishing of my soul and maybe i'm just an unworhy mess of atoms and a lot of sadness maybe some people are made of love and kindness and peace and does that make me any less a person because i am not i haven't felt worthy a lot lately and half the time i feel like that's my own fault and i am so flawed i have such a horrible character and i am so messed up in so many ways that people tend to give up and walk away and i know i also shouldn't be taking this out on you its just i don't what to do with these goddamn feelings and i'll keep saying its this godforsaken book or movie or song when really its just me trying to figure out why i fell apart. maybe this is just me falling apart maybe thi s is me asling for h elp m ay be ic ant d o thi s an y mo re
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