you don't deserve her

okay this post is dedicated
to two of my reallyreallyreally good friends
this took a great deal of thought
and reflection
so I HOPE Y'ALL APPRECIATE IT

okay so you like this guy
and okay he's decent
i mean he doesn't look awful
quite a charmer
hell,
if i didn't meet danial
i'd have a thing for him
but
he's sucha...
well.
he messes with you
he messes with your heart
he messes with your feelings
((but i'm not saying he's not a good kid))
just that
i don't think ANY girl deserves that
especially not you, izzah
because you deserve so so so much better
than a guy
who plays with you like that
like you're not a toy
and i don't want you putting your feelings out there
and then getting hurt
bcus you know
emotional attachment?
well idk
at the same time i really want you to be happy.
and omg this is also a warning to mr x
I SWEAR TO GOD
IF YOU HURT HER
I'M GONNA GRAB MY BAT
AND HIT SOME BALLS
and by that i mean
your balls
i promise you that

okay next one
so you like this guy
a guy who doesn't seem to reciprocate
yeah i've been there
yes i know what it's like
to want someone so so so very bad
someone you can't have
i remember crying night after wretched night
because i wanted him
and he didn't even know i existed
and he kinda knew i liked him?
idk?
but honestly
i think any guy who doesn't give you
the love and attention you deserve
doesn't deserve you
period.
yes you're worthy of so much more than you think
and remember what i said
about after a hurricane comes a rainbow?
well.
you won't agree with me when i say
he's just your hurricane
but it's true
and till your rainbow comes
hang on
and don't worry so much
it's not because you're not good enough
more like he's not worthy of you

to both boys;
you don't deserve her
don't deserve to know how much she thinks about you
how much she adores you
neither of you deserve them.

i got a little bit pissed off writing this
but i'm so glad i finally got it off my chest

maybe i'm hormonal bcus my period is coming idk
but yeah

we accept the love we think we deserve

that quote was quite unnecessary lah but idk
SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME
DAMN ESTROGEN

hahahah

TTFN

- Dina x