I think today was a good day. I think. I'm so scared to say that half the time because I don't wanna jinx it. but I don't know why with the happiness, there's a tug of despair. there's always something that shadows every moment. it's there. it's always there. tainting everything I know. and I'm so scared. what if the shadows block out my sunshine? we can't live in a world without light can we??? sighs. this is such a big mess.
why is it that one person can hurt you so much? how is it that the actions of someone you care about affect you? how is it that I feel incompetent until you come and """prove my worth""" I hate holding on and being too terrified to breathe around you, because I'm scared to taint the oxygen you're breathing. how is it that you (ALL of you) make me feel like crap all the time and can live with yourself.
can I cut you out of my life???
no I can't lol
- Dina x
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