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again. again. again. I'm trying to be me again. if you think for a second that this easy...well. go check yourself. you keep pushing me and pushing me and then don't expect me to fall. I'm hanging. I'm still trying. and for some reason, you will not be satisfied till I fall. please just give me a chance to prove my worth, to show to you that I am worthy of breathing the air that you do.

and then maybe you give me a chance. and then maybe I'm allowed for a breath of air after being held underwater for all of the time I know. this is me learning to breathe again. this me starting over. and this is one of the things I have to do alone. no one's gonna teach me how to breathe. no one's gonna hold my hand and bring me through all of this all over again.

it's time to be brave. it's time to restart. it's time to renew.

let's be happy again. even if you can't.

and crying will be a part of me I never really knew.

and bravery is an essence that will have sought refuge in the dark places within my bones.

and I will be me again.

- Dina x