since when did loving everything you are become wrong? why is it that we're labelled egoistic and narcissistic just because we found something of ourselves to love? it's rare, so increibly rare to be properly appreciative of that which we have been blessed with.
why are you snatching that away from me? what have I done that possibly would require you to inflict upon yourself my miseries? I am me and you are you. and you can't blame yourself for the monster that I am. you can't make me anymore a person by stripping away everything that you are. I will not allow you to be a part of me and to be a part of this unforgiving cycle of falling and trying to get up and falling. you will not be me. you cannot be me. because I need you too much for everything I know you to be to fade away.
yes I'm falling and yes I deserve it and you do not. so why have you shattered when I'm the one falling? if you're already down there, then who's there left to catch?
so love you. love everything that you are even if no one else does. love that you are free, love that you can feel and love that you can still feel the flutters beneath your chest. I remember how that thrill feels and having it feel like butterflies would explode out of my chest and out of my mouth laced with merriment of song that is your laughter.
don't break. don't break. don't break. not when I'm supposed to catch you. and not when we're supposed to fall together.
- Dina x
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