just not my day...:(

it's only monday and i can't wait to get this week over with.
okay.

so SCENE I of Shitty Monday

i woke up late.
boom.
perfect start to the day, me thinks?
thank god both Sister A and Sister B don't have school.
left the house at 0645.
THANKS MAMA.
so i thought things would turn around.

SCENE II of Shitty Monday

scriptchecking.
void deck.
280 secondary ones.
tkgs is always thinking up some brill plans for us students.
so it wasn't stuffy enough.
and history.
ohmyhistory :(
i wanna cry thinking about flipping history.

but sitting around, chloe r, khalisah and desiree has its advantages...

SCENE III of Shitty Monday

flipping, flipping literature.
70, right on the dot.
but i could've done so much better.
bloody sing to the fucking dawn.
pulled my marks down so much it's depressing. D:
BUT keeping a straight face and screwing on a smile is important.
after all i did advise someone that
your marks don't define who you are.

SCENE V of Shitty Monday

science...
that is REALLY LEGIT depressing :(
i failed.
48%.
chemistry and fucking biology.
i don't even want to talk about it

then it was training
which a never-ending cycle of depression
trauma, sadness, frustration...
and absolute exhaustion
especially today
didn't have my head in the game.
so we all know what that means for me...

may you have a better tuesday.

- Dina x