Thursday, 11 October 2012

well let's just say it wasn't perfect...

so everything started out well.
i'm not even joking everything was perfect.
training was...the usual?
what am i supposed to expect?
lol

so yeah.
then class BBQ.
everything started out swell.
food, friends, cameras, what else would i need, right?
then came the anguish
which was an unpleasant, shocking twist.

you know what it feels like, to be ignored and cast away by your friends?
well, it doesn't feel remotely pleasant.
and there's a chapter in my story that i'd really never want to revisit.
so, yeah, i know the feeling.
so if i see my friends subjected to that, i feel so guilty because i'm watching all this happen, yet doing nothing about it, even though i know how much it hurts.
but if your friend constantly pushes away help, then what are you supposed to do?
go down with her because you care, or forget what she says and confront them, because the way she'd treated is so unfair, and she deserves so much better.
i'm probably being really one-sided right now but seriously, that's what it looks like to me too.
khalisah, listen, i know you want to be independent, but even the toughest of us fall and i just want you to know you can count on me to catch you, okay? don't wait to hit the ground, cos it'll be too late then.

okay my next post is gonna be extremely important too. 
especially if you're Rupal.

-  Dina x 

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