to the end of a very exhausting week

thank god this week is coming to an end.
shittiest week ever
and i wish i was joking.
it's so fucking exhausting.
and not only training and that scares me.
there were nice moments.
but you know.
it's just been a rough week.

from training.
to friendship drama.
speaking of which,
i need to sort things out with elizabeth.
i honestly don't know what to do with her situation.
one part of me wants to hate her.
but the other part feels so completely incapable of doing so.
cos no matter what she does or say.
she's my friend.
and i may even love her, but i don't know.
we're not even on speaking terms anymore.
but i can forgive someone who badmouths one of my best friends
and is still not going to sort things out with her?
goshh.
at least i don't have to worry about that
not for another three days, at least.

that don't mean my weekends are not going to suck.
hannah's leaving for london tonight.
SIGHZERZ.
now what?
i still have rupal, yeah, and mariah, and nathania, and izzah
BUT HANNAH D:
it was, from the very beginning, the two of us.
:'(
i might catch her tonight tho.
cos papa is coming back from Jakarta
and we gotta pick him up from the airport.
i might bump into her, if i'm lucky.
and she PROMISED to skype me.
in london, cos she broke her phone when she threw it aha
what a bright girl.

okay, anyway.
enjoy your weekends.
don't stress.
CARPE DIEM.

- Dina x