it's bound to change into good, right?
so say i started with a shitty day
it's gonna turn good right?
i don't know what's up with my mom.
she's just so...
ugh.
she's just so ugh.
she's always guilt tripping me.
like what?
and sometimes the only reason she's nice to me is cos she wants something from me.
ugh.
this is a perfect follow-up from last night.
looking at the bright side...
correction: looking for the bright side.
why is nothing going right anymore?
where's the light among the dark?
and how the fuck can i find a bright side when everything is so...dark?
i just tainted my happy place with sadness, and ripped the canvas.
so now what?
take a deep breath and carry on?
i wish someone could tell me how to live my life because i'm not good with decisions and i'm so used to having people tell me what to do.
do you know how strange and absurdly horrifying it is to try to think on my own?
people always tell me what to do.
ugh.
there's actually no point to this blog post i just wanted to let off some steam.
anyway, i have a movie date with my rafflesians.
perhaps this will be the bright side to what seems like an incredibly dark day.
till later, then?
- Dina x
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