today sucks.

it's as the title mentions.
how frustrating.
start from the top, shall we?
okay.

first part of the day was fine.
geography wasn't awful.
well, mr tan passed me (god bless him)
so it's not that bad, i'd reckon.

okay you know what's weird though?
it's barely halfway through the day and i'm so mad at today.
i'm so pissed at everything.
and so sad.
what's wrong with today?
is it just today? :(

then everything came rushing in faster than i needed it to.
shalom. hannah. elizabeth. rupal.
oh my.
i'm exhausted.
and khaslisah, i don't mean to be annoying
but i really don't need this.
evrything is screwed up enough
i really, really don't need this.

and i don't need any shit from elizabeth
i got bigger things to deal with, alright?
and shalom...if you're reading this...
i can't lie and say i know for sure that everything's gonna be okay.
but i know that everything happens for a reason.
and this isn't a lot of help, but, good luck finding that reason. (don't worry hannah didn't say anything she rescpected your privacy)

AND HANNAH&RUPAL
you know i love you guys right?
and i'm here, whenever you need me.
like i said, even the toughest of us fall.
and thanks for being there..
whenever i fell.

anyway.
everything just feels so loud in my head.
and it stings.
i can't say why (world wide web, remember?)
so yeah,
exhale.
so, i got pretty much a lot (not all tho :/ ) of it out of my system.

may your Tuesday be way better.

here's to a better rest of the week...?
god bless.

- Dina x